Here recently I have been so stressed out. I know we all have our problems and I am not saying that mine is any more significant that someone else's, but to me, I have been dealing with a lot.
I have tried my best to remain patient, but (as my title says) I feel like a stick of dynamite about to explode at any moment. I anxiously await my 2-3 hour window that I have at work while the children are sleeping because I know how much I can get done and how relaxing that time has proven to be.
In the last month we have moved two entire times. The first house we moved into to rent, upon our arrival back to KC, proved to be most difficult. We packed all of the owners stuff while attempting to unpack our own and then they (the landlords) proved to be more difficult that what Josh and I decided we wanted to deal with. So we then packed our house up again (not a moment before EVERYTHING was completely unpacked) and moved about 30 mins. south.
We did all of this in the last month, simultaneously to me starting a new job, trying to finish up my last 4 courses (which I am doing independently), and trying to organize a trip back to NYC this summer so I can walk at graduation. I feel like everyday has just thrown something else at me it is only a matter of time before I go crazy.
With that being said, I am seriously thinking about taking a hiatus from Facebook. I feel like, more often than not, some of my daily frustration comes from what someone has said, or posted on this silly social media site. I will be the first to admit.... I am ADDICTED to Facebook and not it a good way. I feel disconnected when I do not get on it at least once every 3-4 hours and some of that stems from having an iPhone. So, if I do decide to do this, I need everyone of you to keep me accountable. I will blog more often because I will want you all to stay up-to-date with our lives, but I will not have that added pressure/want of knowing who posted what last.
And, if I decide to do this, it will not be forever. Just a few weeks until I can wrap up my last term with school. I need to have no distractions while I try and finish because my motivation to write these papers has not been existent.
What do you think? Can you help me?
